My Dark Side

The streets are a dangerous, fearful and chaotic place. I don't like confrontations. I don't like people in general. And I'm even afraid to photograph out there.

I pretend to be tougher than I am. I play mister nice guy. The Joker. Big smile. However most of the time I really don't care at all. I'm very interested in little to nothing. And always busy doing things close to unimportant. Looking for heaven, but often I find the devil in me.

I'd rather be safe at home and not get out.

That's probably why the streets are calling me. 

I need to fight my demons. 

Maybe capturing the streets will help me find some order in my chaos. 

A few of my visual expressions

I need urban life in order to live, to feel, to function. Although I'm feeling lost in the city. Nothing worse than silence. Most of the time I'm rushing aimlessly around. However I'm not alone and neither should you.

Always afraid of the dark. The only way to deal with it, is to get lost in it.

Why are you whispering to me? You know I don't want to go there. Something is lurking.

It's an omen. Come closer and I'll take you there.

At home I have created my own safe bunker. Yet the deserted areas keep calling me.

Escape from today. Getting lost on purpose to find direction and peace.

Mission accomplished. Leave it there. At some point it will disappear and forgotten. 

There is too much chaos to understand. Back home I can sort this out when nobody sees me.​​​​​​​